..a piece of my ((random)) thought process. ....sharing is caring.

see i love my brother because he's such a character!...

scraggly ass lil boi!
BUT he's funny!!

we talk about old stories & he makes me remember..

& he helps me realize what planet my mama & sister come from!
((da two of dem are JUST alike!))

anyway...

we blo & talk about growing up (with his daddy-deceased) & his family... ((I love them♥))
they're good people...
but a few of em are crazy!.


see his dad
& my mom

together...

created a disaster.. my sister.

& by brother...he's crazy but he's got good sense! & he's limited, think...but hey, i am a bit of a dreamer... =)

see me...
i, thankfully, take after my dad (side) mostly. so im da outkast of dis joint. da eightball.. (ha! *click ((epiphany!))...THAT'S why i love 8. & my name has 8 letters...dnt mind me..im a weirdo.)

forward we move...

i take after my dad...

see me & the little one both take after ours dads...
that's what we got in common...(ah..I lOVE COMMON.) tee-hee..

but see his dad different than mine...

my dad's got his "issues" but he's makin progress....
not say'n his dad isn't cause he got his issues too but he's makin it..
no punt intended whatsoever.....

yea well that's jus something i've just realized...
i write it down so i'll remember it...

i think it's intresting (that's why i decided to share; sharing is caring), it's almost like i heard it for the first time!!!
cause I can't remember shit!

& it's like that's what i think's makin me crazy...
i've been around her so long...the part of her in me is becoming more like her! (lol-you'll have to excuse me, i'm high. "now you become what you once despised" )

but see i wanna get AWAY!
i kno i dnt wanna become it so i'll run from it!

real talk.

adapt to somethin different.
somethin better.
get away!
explore new things.
meet new people.
surround myself with people i can really LEARN from.

submerge myself into who i wish to become.

(.....damn im poetic♥.)
(( & i get that from my daddy..))

so i'm leaving.....
& eventually i'll fly = /

i wanna move to Chicago....
& ATl ...

then come back to Houston....maybe.

but that's all for the future.
my next stop is Beaumont.

lol.
i kno. it's small, but cha gotta start somewhere♥...

so i guess this is something important after all..... = )

& i find that that's how i do things sometimes...backwards....

i'll do it then i'll "figure out" why i did it afterward...lol weird i kno...

if you kno me KNO ME...u kno. lol

i.e. my tattoo of the hummingbird. i knew i wanted it bad. wasn't sure what it meant but..well i guess i just learned somethin bout myself =) btw...lOOOVE the "me" time. Or what I like to say the "B" time.

my instincts are goood.
they're GREAT.
even though i dnt always follow... = /

im learning...right?.