Wednesday, January 7, 2009

::E V O l U T i O N::

WHO EVER KNEW YOU COUlD FEEl EVOlUTiON
FEEl THE CHANGE iN YOUR BODY SO FlUENT

YOUR HEART CHANGES PACE
& YOUR MiND iS AT EASE
YOU RECOGNiZE YOUR FlAWS
& NO lONGER FEEl THE NEED

TO RUSH THRU YOUR liFE...YOU lEARN TO TAKE YOUR TiME
TO VAlUE EACH SECOND
& COMPlETElY HARMONiZE

WiTH YOUR NEXT DESTiNATiON
THE WOMAN YOU Will BECOME
THE SERENiTY THAT YOU'VE lEARNED
Will HElP YOU MOVE AlONG...


YOU lEARN TO lOVE YOU
& lET THEM All FAll jEAlOUS
THAT THE ADORATiON YOU ONCE GAVE THEM
WAS UNAPPRECiATED BY THE FOOliSH

A FORK iN THE ROAD
THERE'S A CHOiCE lEFT TO MAKE
NO ONE CAN MAKE iT FOR YOU
& YOUR liFE iS AT STAKE

WHEN YOU'VE GUiDED YOURSElF
CAUSE SOMEBODY GAVE UP ON YOU
YOU lEARN THAT THE SUN, DOES TOO, SHiNE ON YOU

YOU WORK & YOU STRiVE TO liVE & SURViVE
YET All THE WHilE YOU FElT A BiT lONElY iNSiDE


MAYBE DADDY WASN'T THERE
& All YOU WANT iS TO TAlK
MAYBE All YOU WANT iS A FRiEND
WHO WONT TURN SCARY & WAlK

MAYBE MOMMY WASN'T THERE
MAYBE SHE WAS WiTH NO SUPPORT
MAYBE EVERYTHiNG SEEMED FiNE
THERE CAN STill EXiST HURT


MAYBE YOU ARE YOUR ONlY FRiEND
YOU'RE ONlY SOUl WORTH TRUSTiNG
MAYBE YOUR HEART'S MANY TEARS iS WHAT'S MADE iTS DOOR RUSTY

NOW iT WONT OPEN
NO ONE'S AllOWED iNSiDE

OVER TiME FAilED RElATiONSHiPS HAVE MilDlY, lEFT YOU TiRED

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OVER

AGAiN


YOU
TRiED. CRiED. & iT FElT liKE YOU EVEN DiED.
NOT PHYSiCAllY-EMOTiONAllY
DRAiNED & CONFUSED
ABUSED & MiSUSED
NEGlECTED, AN iTEM TO SOMETHiNG(ONE) CRUEl
SO YOU DECiDED YOU WERE THRU

i DNT NEED YOU, YOU, OR YOU
YOU'VE HElPED ME GO BACKWARDS
PROGRESSiON iSN'T POSSiBlE WiTH YOUR DEAD WEiGHT HOlDiNG ME DOWN

YOUR NAME iS AN ANCHOR
WHiCH i SHOUlD liVE WiTHOUT

i'VE WAiSTED TOO MUCH TiME
BEiNG SHADOWED WiTH DOUBT
THiS iS TiME FOR MY FlOURiSH

MY COMiNG iNTO MY liGHT
MY SHEll HAS BEEN CRACKED & i AM WAiTiNG iNSiDE

NOT THE ME YOU KNEW BEFORE
BUT MY TRUE iNNER B-iNG

TiME TO PUT AWAY THE PAST
& BEGiN A FRESH PATH FOR liViNG

i'VE BEEN TAlKED ABOUT BADlY
HATED & liED TO
& iT'S SUCH A SHAME BECAUSE
THiS iS THE TRUE & REAl YOU

TiME TO ClEAN MY HEARTS ClOSET
& PUT,ONlY, BACK iNSiDE...

WHAT FiTS...

[NOT THEORETiCAllY]

BUT iN iTS ACTUAl SiZE!!


i'VE ENDURED & BEEN PASSiVE
ONlY SPEAKiNG HAlF OF MY MiND
BUT i'll DEVElOP MY OWN COMMENCEMENT
ENABlE MY OWN TiME

i CAN Fill MY NEW lUNGS
WiTH UNTOUCHED AiR EACH TiME
& iT FEElS liKE BREATHiNG FOR THE VERY FiRST TiME!

i HAVE A NEW PAiR OF EYES
A FRESH NEW ENERGY

SCREAMiNG

HOW BlESED!!

&

FiNAllY!!!

i


CAN EXPlODE iNTO THiS WORlD!
i CAN COME OUT OF MY BEE HiVE!!


iTS TiME TO BREAK AWAY
MY 20 RESOlUTiON
NO lONGER HiDE A THiNG
TiME HAS ARRiVED...


FOR


MY


EVOlUTiON...


YOURS TRUlY...B

2 comments:

Elise. said...

girl this is great..
i love it. i want to get better at poetry. anyway this is really inspiring...keep it up

ShonDoe said...

AWW THANX HUN!!
YOU Will GET BETTER
HEll UR GREAT AS YOU ARE!!
BUT THE SAYiNG iS TRU...YOU liVE & YOU lEARN!
FYi: YOU iNSPiRED MY NEXT POST ;)
YOUR BlOG iS SO MUCH BiGGER THAN MiNE!!
lOl

♥B